I cant stop. I think I need help but scared what will happen. My missus will leave

I know its hard I been there bud .

18 years of smashing Coke and beer every week.

Now 2 year clean from drugs and 5 month alcohol free best I've ever felt .

Took a while to feel normal after and the bad thoughts I was getting have not disappeared but not hit me every week .

Best thing I've done

Trust me brother your better off with out it .

It will take your money and leave you at Rock bottom .

Always around to chat bro

Keep healthy bro